And there it goes..

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep.

Because I miss you baby, and I don;t want to miss a thing..

Friends.

Friends are the most important people in my life after my family.
To be honest, I put more effort on my friends than anybody else. Not even my family.

But recently, I've been stepping  back a thousand steps away from my friends. I noticed this everytime when I look at pictures on my phone while thinking about them, at the present. Major difference.
I miss how we used to hang out everyday in school as if we're gonna be seperated for the rest of our lives and just wanna party the day away. Hangin' out without anything blocking us.
But now, it's different. We have our own lives to do.

We don't understand one another. Whatever we say to each other, there's always the inner thoughts that disagree but not wanting to say out - thinking it would be alright if we didn't wanna hurt one another. But no, wrong wrong. The inner thoughts we collected soon came to us thinking, "Oh, they don't know me well.. now that I see"

We don't share secrets anymore. I don't wanna put this whole secret thing a first priority in this entry because sometimes it's better if I don't know. But somehow, that feeling when all your friends know something for quite a long time when you don't.. it hurts. Bad.

Sometimes, I don't even know if people will be always there for you. I know some of them are. But how many of them are always sincere and will always be there with you through thick and thin? Idk.

But anywho, bye.

P/S: Suddenly, I feel that twitter isn't a good place to say what I feel now.

Rise up and be thankful.

Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.

This is the part of me.

I am tired. I know I shouldn't be but I am okay.

I am tired of people raising their voices on me for no reasons.
What for man? What have I done?

You know it's so damn empty when you're saying something that is right, and people just argue with you with their loud voice. Even when they're wrong, they're still right. What's the point man?
and also, like when I'm joking and stuff, people go "STFU, it's my business". K, fyi, I joke ONLY joke around people that I mostly trust. But NOOOOHHHH, I am always WROOOOONNNNGGGGG.

Say hi to Buddy! My aunt's dog.

So there's me.

And suddenly, I felt like I was just someone who passed by your life.

HEY MACARENA!

Hello hello hello! :D

Finally I have like a time and some urge to blog!

But yeah, like always, when I open up my blog, I have nothing to blog liao. BUT BUT, I'm still brainstorming ;)

My baby blog can't die like that. SHOOOOOOO.... erm, I decided to tell you guys what's on my mind la. 

So it's going to be a boring post, I don't mind you all pressing the cross button u.u

So, to be very honest, yes I am doing to talk about life these days.

It's not boring, it's not plain.

But really, this year has changed alot. I've lost to the urge to be like "I MUST GO TO SCHOOL TO MEET ALL MY AMAZING FRIENDS AND DO COOL STUFFS". No more, and it's very sad actually.

Everyone is having fun this year, what I can see around me la. But here's me, sitting at home like a bloody bitch and tweet nonsense. And tbh, I don't really like tweeting now. Not because of people there, I feel like I need a life man. 

Studies has been a major problem for me. 

Economics, I don't even know what the fuck the whole thing is talking about,

Accounts, hard to really understand everything.

Maths and AddMaths? both are my worst enemies ever. I always mix both of them up in the wrong situation. Talkin about this makes me wanna study now. But anyways, I'm still trying to sort things out.

But whenever I want to sort things out, another problem pops out.

Ah, all my friends that left school are having so much fun wey! :(

Oh yes, sorting things out made me realise that there's actually some small little things in school that makes me hyped. Carnival. But it isn't much actually for the fact that there's no connection for my future lol.

I uess that's all for tday. Time to study.

LOL, idk if I'm gonna touch the book at all man. Someone please scare me about the future because all I'm thinking is about my future.

Still tryna...

OKAY I'm still tryna keep my blog alive.

One of the main reason is because I have nothing to blog abt duh.

I have not gone out at all since... human started talking English.

hahaha kbye :P

HELLO!!!

Hello everyone! Oh, yes, I'm gonna say sorry again for not blogging. :(
(in case you have been waiting) hahah.
So, just wanna do a simple post for this week!
WITH INSTAGRAM. iPhone users, please don't complaint. This world is a free world. :P

Went to Chetawan Temple this Wednesday for Chengbeng.

Damn nice wey the temple! So cleaaannnn and unique.

Praying to my Grandpa. IMY :(

Oh this is Almond :) Jamie thought of it tho!

Some Nyonya food I had pass Saturday in Penang!

Nyonya food for ancestors in Penang. 6am in the morning @@

Finally, droplets.